A Fading Hope chapter four
Confession, I wrote this chapter in like... an hour and a half. I didn't put a whole lot of effort into it. I'm really looking forward to the next chapter though :)
But let's talk.
Ken is still very much trapped and hurting, he blames himself for all he did and is still beating himself up over it.
Even after saving Sora's life- twice- he can't face the Digidestined. He just can't. He's terrified of what they'll do, what they'll say. He knows they still hate him, they wish he was dead ( not wholly true) and that they can never see past what he's done. more importantly though, is that KEN can't see past what he's done. These last weeks he's been helping. Rebuilding, destroying spires, protecting digimon...but it's just so that his guilt doesn't get worse. It's not about- "if I do this much good, I'll be redeemed" it's "If I don't do as much good as I can, I'm even worse than I was."
My heart aches for Ken.
Poor duck.
But here we see some of the first tie ins to A Fading Hope. That light that destroyed the gears chasing Sora? Was Ken. Ken sent the email, Ken got the pillar off of her and bandaged her leg.
Pretty awesome, huh?
You already know I love the tie-ins with A Fading Hope! I can't wait to see what comes next!
ReplyDeleteYou wrote this in an hour and a half?! That's great; was that inspiration or just the ease of the chapter? When I write chapters, I vary from about thirty minutes (Haha Moments chapters usually came into existence in a pathetic half hour) to about two days (for that story I have yet to upload...). If it ever takes longer, I stop and let the ideas mull about in my head more.
How do you write? Does it come instantaneously when you sit down to start typing, or does it take a while to come out? How much do you plan, how much is spur-of-the-moment?